Respect and trust.. once you've betrayed that, it's just like a mirror shattered.. it can never be mended. My mirror has been shattered time and again recently, to a point that I'm now very wary of the people around. Damage done, being nice ended up in me getting maligned and hurt again..
Crunch time has come.. this is when you realise close frens are few and far between.. this is when you really cherish and miss the friends who really care for you, relationships in which disagreements end in discussions and compromises, not black faces and tyranny.